8.01.2008

But I took it anyway.

I know you guys haven't been hearing a lot from me lately, and I apologize. I could give you the same old shtick that everyone's heard a million times: I've been so busy with work, I'm really focused on my relationship, my family is taking up a lot of my time, etc etc etc.

But I'd be lying.

The fact is, I've been deliriously happy lately. And when I'm happy with the way my life is going, I am happy with myself. I might not think that I deserve it all (in fact, I don't think I deserve any of the amazing-ness in my life, but oh well), but I let that slide. When I'm upset and sad, I feel alone, I hate who I am, I want someone to whom I can confide. So I write and I write, post after post of misery, like a radar signal beeping out to the world. Someone. Anyone. Someone. Anyone.

But lately, I've been happy. And not feeling so alone. Sorry to abandon you all. I'll try harder for those of you who care, I promise. The simple fact is, the longer you don't hear from me, the better I'm probably doing.

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