3.10.2008

I'm an addict for dramatics

Thank you, emo alternative, for describing my entire life in one line. To put it simply, I don't think that I can be completely satisfied until there is a near-crisis bubbling under the surface of my facade.

Sad, isn't it?

I'm not saying that I'm the type of girl who goes and stirs shit up. I just let it happen, I get myself into these situations almost on purpose and then complain about how difficult things are. I know that what's going on isn't good, but I don't do anything to stop it. Even when I can.

And then I get online or curl up in bed with my notebook and whine about it to a largely uncaring (or, in the case of the notebook, nonexistent) audience.

Who am I kidding?

My online audience is practically nonexistent as well. To the best of my knowledge, I have three non-habitual readers. Perhaps a fourth, although I was such a jackass to him, I wouldn't be surprised if he stopped reading. You'll get that from me a lot.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

37 profile views says someone's reading.

emENIGma said...

Where does it show that?

Anonymous said...

click view complete profile.

you probably already figured it out.

emENIGma said...

Yeah, I did.
BUT half of those are probably me. I tend to be narcissistic when it comes to my writing.

JadeLilyThings said...

ive read your stuff a few times. i hope you dont think im creepy, the link is on your facebook. aaand i dont suggest reading my blog. ha. its very... detailed.

-jade

emENIGma said...

Not creepy...that's why I put the link on my page. Shameless self-promotion. And with a teaser like that, how could I not read your blog?